by Ray Jason
Some fictional philosophy...
Dearest Sister,
It happened on the fifth midnight raid. It was on that mission that I “snapped.” But that is definitely the wrong word. Because what truly happened is that I finally
“saw.” My vision came into focus so
suddenly and shockingly that it reminded me of lightning at night - instantly
the flash reveals a startling landscape that only moments before had been
stormy darkness. But what suddenly came
into view with brilliant luminosity was not “things” but an understanding of “how
things work.” It was an incandescent
awakening that would change me irretrievably - and probably tragically.
I am writing to you, dearest sister,
because you alone amongst my friends had begged me so passionately to “just
don’t go.” Damn, do I now wish that I
had heeded your wise counsel. I was such
a fool to enlist, but with the job market so grim and with the seductive way
that they promote patriotism, I got suckered in. Hell, these days the Superbowl is practically
a glorified recruiting spectacle.